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sorry

why do I have to fuck up everything. I should just learn to shut up and let life fuck me over nothing good ever happens.

"You are most powerful when you are most silent. People never expect silence. They expect words, motion, defense, offense, back and forth. They expect to leap into the fray. They are ready, fists up, words hanging leaping from their mouths. Silence? No."

Alison McGhee, All Rivers Flow To The Sea (via quotethat)

nippletowns:

when u go out to eat with ur friends and have no money

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"There’s that word again. Need. I need you. I need you to need me. How nauseating, to need another human being, as if their heart is in your throat. Love isn’t about need. Don’t romanticize the notion of desperation. Let me let you in on a secret: you don’t need me and I don’t need you. We can get through life just fine without each other. Love is not wanting to. We want each other, we want skin and hands and all our daily scars. We want intoxication and art museums and intertwined limbs. We want ferocity in our lips and tracing slow, small circles on our stomachs. I don’t need you in my life, but goddamn I want you in it."

All the Want in the World Cannot Fit in Our Hands (via mediwriter)

"I wake up wanting to kill myself,
I go to bed wondering why I didn’t."

(via blackandwhiteshxt)